survey of sorts

via snellycat

i am: i am. that's all.

i think: too much sometimes.

i know: i am exactly where i need to be. sometimes i don't believe it (or want to believe it), but i know it.

i want: to play and write music for a living. living = enough money to live in nyc.

i have: everything i need.

i wish: i was more patient.

i hate: static electricity.

i miss: indiana. but i wouldn't move back there.

i fear: failure.

i feel: really great most days. really awful some days.

i hear: my cat scratching at my door.

i smell: food my roommate just ordered.

i crave: adventure and challenge.

i search: for the truth in every situation. honesty is the best policy.

i wonder: where i'll be in ten years.

i regret: having regrets. i try my hardest not to.

i love: walking the city streets at 7 a.m. on a Sunday morning....before new york's day really starts.

i ache: when i hear brandi carlile sing.

i care: a lot less about what other people think than i used to. this makes me happy.

i always: check the late-night show line up to see what musicians are performing each night.

i am not: who you think i am. maybe i'm not who i think i am.

i believe: in myself. i really do. because if i don't, no one else will. or should.

i dance: ALL THE TIME. but only when no one is watching me.

i sing: ALL THE TIME. because it's my life.

i don't always: know why things happen the way they do, but i do know whatever happens is supposed to happen.

i fight: for what i believe in.

i write: letters, lyrics, blogs, music.

i win: because i am making things happen for myself.

i lose: myself in a good song for weeks on end.

i never: say never.

i confuse: my definition of success.

i listen: all the time. i've always been a good listener, because i'm not much of a talker.

i can usually be found: playing my guitar, in front of my computer. multi-tasking.

i am scared: that i will put too much pressure on myself for my show at the hotel cafe.

i need: to be heard.

i am happy about: going to L.A. at the end of the month. And then coming back.