for the sake of posting

Not too much happening these past few days...I have nailed down the dates for my trip to L.A. in October and will be purchasing those plane tickets this week. So it's almost real, haha. I've got some contest deadlines coming up, so I've got to get on top of figuring out what I want to submit and making sure I have a nice enough recording. I feel boring today, so it's probably translating that way. Let's try this again:

The idea that I am actually going after THE thing I know I want to do in life kind of boggles my mind. It's really freeing, and at the same time, so scary. But I really can't help but think that if I'm doing exactly what I feel I should be doing, then everything...and I mean everything...should fall into place exactly as it should. I have no clue what that means, but I just feel like this is the only way to purely realize your life. It's pretty freaking cool if you think about it - and when I concentrate on that, I get little goosebumps. I hate the term goosepimples by the way - who would say pimples instead of bumps? Seriously.

OH, I completely rearranged my bedroom on Sunday. Haha, this is a huge accomplishment. I'll finally have room to set up my keyboard and it's going to be interesting attempting to write that way. Piano was my first instrument, and I'm way more proficient on it than I am on the guitar, but for some reason guitar has always been easier to write with. Anyway. I'm one of the messiest people you'll ever met, so to rearrange a room (AND clean it!) is kind of a big feat. Haha.

I hope this week is treating you well...I know mine was off to a rough start, but I am counting down the days until I can live the musician's lifestyle I so desire...late nights and late mornings for sure.

here's to lots of late morning lullabyes,

Lauren